i don't really know what paradox means. something twilight zoneish. the point i'm getting at, is if i'm on devyx on my ipod and on devyx online, will they both synchronize and eventually freak out on each other and have a transformer death match? ooh. -chills-

DAMMIT my wifi sucks.

what? i'm getting stranger. but that's alright. at least, TOBY TURNER thinks so. (irl, you have to say his name like "TOHBAY TURNAR!" and then do an intro of darkness then redness then whiteness.)


holy 2011, devyx!

i'm supposed to be writing an essay. HAH!
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now to the actual point of this journal. sorry for my lazy typingness.

so for christmas i got BIRTHBYSLEEPADKFJKASLEHTH-pees pants- and i'm still dickin around on terra's story, since i enjoy taking years and years to finish games~ but suddenly i stopped and set my psp down. because i realized something. the game that i had bought for christmas is a game where every single story ends with the character getting screwed over majorly. DAMMIT!

it made me so sad.

i mean seriously, SPOILER!


Xehanort takes over Terra's body, making Terra completely go AMNESIAC and forget his two best friends?! Plus Xehanort, the bastard, killed Eraqus so he's a douche bag there, too.

Aqua, desperate to save Xehanort-Terra after he falls into the darkness, flies her Rider into the darkness but realizes they won't make it back to the realm of light or whatever fast enough for them all to make it back. So she sends Xehanort-Terra through the light and sacrifices herself to stay behind in the realm of darkness FOR LIKE ELEVEN YEARS.

and Ven, in short, loses his heart and Sora ends up getting it and now i'm thinking that SORA NEEDS TO GIVE THAT BACK TO VENTUS BECAUSE VENTUS WAS THE REAL DEAL KEYBLADE MAN. i mean, sora's only got it because he touched ven's keyblade. pah. nosy kid.

aw, and then there's little Zexion in the game, as a lil kid, tiny Ienzo, eating ice cream and holding Ansem's hand~ it was so precious~ then Xehanort ruined it all Dx


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i'm just saying, it basically sucks. and i love aqua. she's such a good person. like, the truest definition of hero. all she wants are her friends.

AKSLDJF back to essaying.